20.1.20
As I’ve been given a next date for treatments, end of this month, I thought to bring everyone up to date. I’ve continued my LSD, MDMA, Psylocybin and cannabis regiment fairly aggressively in hopes that if I feel the LSD before I get there, I’ll experience Ayahuasca. Can’t blame me for being hopeful.
I start off the week with MDMA, 2 doses. Tues. and Weds. are for Psylocybin where I administer 2 tablets each morning. Cannabis is for Thursday so Fri., Sat. and Sunday are reserved for LSD. Starting with 3 drops each morning then yesterday for example, I did 8 drops of LSD, Sundays I’ve scheduled as my heavy day for LSD. I don’t schedule anything on Sundays for obvious reasons. With only a week before treatments I decided to double the doses with all medicines. As well I’m meeting with one of the neuroscientists there in Ciudad de Mexico for a refill of my medications.
I may be a little too confident that this could be my time with Ayahuasca, but the LSD yesterday did have a very calming effect on me and a couple times I witnessed slight variations with my perspective. Ever so slight, I counted 3 times throughout the day, very encouraging indeed. I as well as the doctors I’m working with are confident of my progressions and results. Aho!