13.11.19
The doctors had asked me for a sit down prior to the integration, asking me about my time in the ceremony. Looking quite astounded with my reply, in that my stammering had considerably less stammering than when I first arrived. As I reminded them that Dr Adam had told me that when I see and feel the medicine is when I’ll be healed and that there will be improvements along the way. They told me that they would give me 3 full glasses next ceremony. This delighted me of course, knowing that the more I’m given the quicker my experience will come about. They were also discussing other medicines to see if I would have a standard reaction, or not.
After the integration the two doctors approached me and we discussed doing peyote. Sat me down with a 4 litre pitcher of peyote juice, gave me a tall glass and asked me to drink a glass an hour until finished, or I have an experience. I agreed, of course. As they watched and checked in on me throughout the day realising I wasn’t feeling the medicine, they were kinda surprised, again.
The following mornig I woke feeling pretty good about
