15.11.19
Allow me this moment to back up a little.
My first speech therapist was a yogi. With her degree in hand, she had a job out of university at the local hospital treating head trauma victims how to speak. After a few years she left the USA and returned home to Trinidad and became a yogi. The reason for her flight, all of her patients were dying and she’d rather not subject herself to this depressing field. So one can imagine her surprise upon meeting me alive 3.5 years after the incident. Seeking her talents as a speech therapist with her yoga studio was a perfect setting. She understood that my mind was constantly racing so she started me with meditation. This took sometime before I could tame the candle before my eyes. Throughout, giving me proper speech, meditation and yoga instruction, I began making sentences. A definitive improvement over the grunts and gesticulations I arrived at her studio with. I meditate every morning and do yoga 3-4 times a week since. Much love and thanks to Karen, and all of the beautiful yogis I’ve encountered along this path. For all of your love, patience and understanding, Namaste. Aho!
As well since the end of the seizures I have required cannabis or more recently discovered, LSD to keep my scars away. My scars are down the right side of my body, neurological shorts. So to speak. If left for three days with no medication, I start resembling a pretty fucked up individual. With my right arm curling back into the chicken wing and my foot wanting to roll back to club. The seizure like scars begin to emerge as well with the uncontrollable twitching taking over my body.
The CBD works as well with multiple drops throughout the day. The cannabis requires a 1/2 joint in the morning with the other at tea time. A further half if I go out for the evening. 3 drops of LSD in the morning and I have complete control of my scars for the day. Taken for 3 days, skip two. There is absolutely no visible scarring for the entire 5 days. Hit repeat. Bliss.
Though it may look good on paper to get high everyday and may sound alluring. It sucks. This is why the LSD has made such a profound impact to my healing. For nearly two years I have been taking 4 squares of acid every week with no lucidity. No “high”. Since meeting with a Neuroscientist who’s been keeping me in good supply of the liquid LSD and psilocybin tablets, all prepared in her lab. btw. Of course once I begin feeling any of the medicine I start giving myself lower doses. I’m not interested in tripping nor being high any longer than’s required.
