The following day I was briefed on the days medicine. Bufo Alvarius Toad Venom. The worlds strongest psychedelic. They described to me how it should be about 10 minutes of an experience. The dried venom is weighed on a digital scale, then placed in a “crack pipe” where by I was instructed on how to pull. A number of short pulls, careful not to exhale the medicine then one final large pull. Holding it in as long as possible and lying back then exhaling. The medicine hits me immediately. Not quite like the other patients who went into a deep spiritual state, most had smiles on their faces during their experiences. I went immediately into a state of physical epileptic scars. My whole body went straight into the physical state of seizures, without actually being in one. This state lasted for one hour. The doctors were quite concerned as I heard one of them saying that we may lose him. Knowing their concerns I was able to acknowledge them and assure them that it was the scarring they were witnessing and not an actual seizure.
What the medicine was revealing in my mind was my assault, all from a birds eye view, of the assailant striking me. Watching me go down and hit the curb, the peoples reaction to the striker and the couple attending to me. All playing out in real time, watching them as they carried me a couple of blocks to the hospital. Being admitted, rushed into the operating theatre and watching Dr Adam work his magic.
Then the experience finished, I was still in a state of physical seizure when knowing that cannabis will control this. They provided me with a joint to smoke and soon after the scarring had stopped. I immediately requested a second dose, to their surprise.
