I’m Matthew, an American whose parents travelled us to Europe and made me realise from a young age that there are a hell of a lot better places to live than Detroit, Michigan. So I left in ’82 and eventually settled in Trinidad and Tobago in ’88. Some years later in ’01 during the annual Monday Carnival festivities I was assaulted from behind landing me in the hospital for nearly a month. That’s where my real story begins with the medicines prescribed by Dr Rasheed Adam, my neurosurgeon. He introduced to me a bevy of Mother Natures Medicines. First of course was the cannabis for the severe seizures, then the venom of the S. American tarantula spider for my lost senses, taste , touch, smell and hearing. Soon a daily diet of Magic Mushrooms for my lost memory. Many years later I’m granted the use of Ayahuasca and others for the physical realignment of my brainwaves which had become completely disconnected due to the severity of the blow to my head. Please read on and share my story, with the legalisation of Cannabis worldwide head trauma patents are surviving, but are they living? Please give them this chance to live out their lives like human beings, with dignity and grace.

Yes I suffered facial paralysis at the start of this month, left side inclusive of my eye not closing at

3.10.21 Lucid times! I met this kind gentleman, a psychonaut, here in Puerto Escondido and after hearing my story was

Recently I paid a couple of visits to San Jose del Pacifico and collected 30 plus families of mushrooms with

Introduction: Imagine waking up one day without any brain power. Not being able to taste, touch, smell or hear, not

25.8.20 This past week has been pretty remarkable with the medicines starting with my next dose of psilocybin where I

14.8.20 A couple days ago I took 6 families, doses of fresh mushrooms from Oaxaca.  For the first time I

  10.8.20 I have continued my treatments over the past few months, in spite of my not posting.  note: certain

15.4.20 Treatments have continued in spite of the virus.  I still haven’t had the “experience”. Unfortunately You won’t be hearing

During the 2 weeks of my last visit the coronavirus was accelerating throughout the world.  I flew back to Cancun,

15.3.20 As I’m currently here at the facility doing treatments of ayahuasca thought of the ceremony a couple of days

19.2.20 Unfortunately after 3 ceremonies I hadn’t had the experience. I did have the physical effects after the 3d glass

. 29.1.20 With the passing of another Sunday, the dose of LSD was rather extreme, taking the equivalent to 4

20.1.20 As I’ve been given a next date for treatments, end of this month, I thought to bring everyone up

12.12.19 Yes, the ceremony was beautiful.  The medicine was powerful, as usual and everyone present was quite satisfied with their

27.11.19 Alexander came and limed with me for a brief period then he got down to business.  As he started

As I’m about to do some DMT, Dimethyltryptamine tomorrow with an amigo I reflect on my first time. A neuroscientist

19.11.19 As I went under for the second time it picked up right at the same point I left.  Seeing

The following day I was briefed on the days medicine.  Bufo Alvarius Toad Venom.   The worlds strongest psychedelic.  They

15.11.19 Allow me this moment to back up a little.  My first speech therapist was a yogi.  With her degree

13.11.19 The doctors had asked me for a sit down prior to the integration, asking me about my time in